♥ You got this dance floor so hot

2007-04-14T01:41:00.000-07:00

Why can't I change my blogskin dammit!
ZOMG
Piss off, blogger!
Goodbye to you
www.xanga.com/ceemkay

2007-04-03T01:33:00.000-07:00

Somehow, this picture reminds me of life
We go on living life,
But as what I've heard,
We die more than we live.
Most of the time, we die to get out of school,
We die to get a job,
We die to earn a million bucks
Then goes the theory of life
"We all live to die"
But I'm suddenly starting to believe in more than dying
We live to experience
Experience friendship, Experience love
Experience failure, Experience success
Experience mistakes, Experience forgiveness
Experience hurt, Experience happiness
The theory of life still remains.
Life is like a walkway.
It's a matter of who you want to walk it with
You walk with a company of lies and fucked up attitudes,
Life's just gonna fuck you up immensely.
You walk with a company of laughter and joy,
Life's gonna be great.
You'll know they'll be there for you.
You'll know they do love you.
You'll know who indeed your true friends are.
Anyways, anyways, anyways,
I'm having a fight with my left knee,
Trying not to let it give way.
And so I skipped the physical.
Well excuse me thank you very much,
I do not skip physical to meet my boyfriend okay.
Unless you want me to suddenly fall on the track then I'll go.
Been there, done that.
Try being my left for one moment in your life and you'll realise
How painful and annoying it is.
Fuck you

2007-04-02T06:25:00.000-07:00

Do remind me to post pictures
Home economics extensions are due tomorrow
Geography extension is due tomorrow
Maths is due tomorrow
Asian Geographic is due tomorrow.
Exams,
They're coming.
Teachers,
They're nagging.
The syllabus,
They're lagging.
Friends,
They're going.
And you,
You're fading.
Hello you, with the pretty eyes.
What the fuck is task analysis?

2007-03-25T23:26:00.000-07:00

It's all gone,
But not all gone (:
I need you still,
Like how the ocean needs the waves

2007-03-22T20:13:00.000-07:00

So take my hand and
Walk with me
Take my hand and
Talk with me forever
World war me :)

A:likes to drink
B:Likes people
C:is wild and crazy
D:Has one of the best personalities ever
E:A GOOD KISSER
F:People adore you
G:never let people tell you what to do
H:Have very good personality and looks
I:Loyal to those you love
J:Lives life for fun
K:Really silly
L:Loved by everyone
M:Makes dating fun
N:Dead sexy
O:Best in bed
P:Popular with all types of people
Q:A hypocrite
R:F*ckin crazy
S:Easy to fall in love with
T:Loyal to those you love
U:Really like to chill
V:Not judgemental
W:Very broad minded
X:Never let people tell you what to do
Y:One of the best damn bf/gf anyone could ask for
Z:Always ready

C:is wild and crazy
L:Loved by everyone
A:likes to drink
R:F*ckin crazy
E:A GOOD KISSER
M:Makes dating fun
A:likes to drink
R:F*ckin crazy
I:Loyal to those you love
E:A GOOD KISSER

M:Makes dating fun
E:A GOOD KISSER
R:F*ckin crazy
C:is wild and crazy
E:A GOOD KISSER
D:Has one of the best personalities ever
E:A GOOD KISSER
S:Easy to fall in love with

K:Really silly
O:Best in bed
H:Have very good personality and looks

Y:One of the best damn bf/gf anyone could ask for
I:Loyal to those you love

X:Never let people tell you what to do
I:Loyal to those you love
A:likes to drink
N:Dead sexy

2007-03-22T07:25:00.000-07:00

What are the odds of one true love?
And I'd lay you down on a bed of roses.
Cos tonight I'll sleep on a bed of nails.

You know I'd kill
For you.

So wait a while.
And I'd end it with a sincere bow.

2007-03-20T22:49:00.000-07:00

A video edit on Sir Stamford Raffles has to be done
Which was way long overdued,
Coming to think of it,
Why did he find Temasek?
How did he find Temasek?
Were there dinosaurs still when he found Temasek?
Questions in my head roam about 'the clean and green' nation of Singapore
Filled with girls in pure milk clothes and painted faces, retarded hair and spastic faces
Guys with tinted hair and baggy clothes, fucked up language which bugs me the most
And the singlish is terrible
What's with the 'LA!'s and 'LORS' and awful vulgarities in dilects?
How terrible
And there are the self-proclaimed emo kids
I cut my wrist cos I'm fucking emo
I pierce at godly places cos I'm fucking emo
I get tattoos of Japanese animaes cos I'm fucking BENG!
Chinese, AHHH!
Continuing with the Geylang 'babes'
Do hawkers really think they're hot?!
More like seductive.
Go to America like that and you'll be laughed at.
Terrible.
Someone please answer me,
Why is it called Singapore now?
Why does Singapore government expect so much from us nowadays?
I do know that cos I'm a student of this so called condusive environment of failing
Thank you very much
:)

2007-03-20T07:19:00.000-07:00

didnt you wanna hear,
the sound of all the places we could go?
or did you fear,
the expressions on the faces we dont know.
its a cold long road when you wake up.
AND I DONT THINK I HAVE THE STRENGTH TO LET YOU GO.

maybe its just me,
couldnt you believe,
that everything i said and did
wasnt just deceiving.
and the tear in your eye,
and your cold hearted face,
makes me wish
i was never brought into this place.

2007-03-19T04:19:00.000-07:00

'Cos I realised all I ever am,
All I ever will be
Not just to you
But to everyone else
And he swears he loves you
And he swears he does
And he swears he misses you
But all he wants is not you
That's fucking how I feel now
And if you were me for a day,
You'd golly know how this feels
Did you know,
That all I ever think about is you?
Did you know,
That all I ever dream about is you?
'Cos all I ever wanted was for you to say that you love me and mean it
And when you said
I love you and it's so prematurely true,
I wonder if you meant it
And I'll never say things that aren't meant
So when I say I'll share with you one love, one lifetime
I mean it.
I really do

2007-03-17T06:42:00.001-07:00

and now the summer rain is gone.
pawn the photos on your wall.
i'm standing in the same place that you left me.
and i'll stay until you find your way back here again.
everything that i wish i could say to you
fell between the skies we stare into.
so promise me you'll tell me everything tonight.
and if this ink ever runs dry maybe you'll fail and wonder why.

2007-03-16T04:41:00.001-07:00

i saw you once again,
your hand in mine.
fingers wrapped around with much agression.
the fever that rushes through me,
so hot and intense.

soon im in your embrace.
and your cheek against mine.
you whisper the few words
that can cut these lips blood red.
i love you. you say.
with that you take away all this misery.

its so unfortunate that i have to present you
with an anti climax.
but the latter paragragh is all a dream.
but its nearly good enough. (:

the voice thats lost is sighing through the rain.
unless i turn around.
nothing's to be found.
for hours upon this endless road.
is it taking me where i long to be?
alone.

2007-03-15T06:17:00.000-07:00

I swear GKA with Jason & Freddy is SOOO annoying.
They splash splash here splash splash there.
Freddy pushed me in 3 times the first day.
Jason kept pouring sea water on me today
And this opti guy called Austin is so annoying.
Oh, we caught this giant jelly fish.
Looks like plastic bag
Then they broke it in pieces
After lunch, everyone got jellyfish stings.
I'll blog more & there's pictures as well.
REMIND ME PLEASE
:D